Do you believe in
love at first sight?
I don’t. And I didn’t
want to. But I just can’t get my mind off you – can’t get my mind off you.
Throwback to the very
first moment I saw you, that cute boy sitting somewhere in a class I don’t even
remember.
I don’t know what
drew me in .. to keep thinking of you (thinking of you).
I waited until I
secretly learned your name.
I waited until you
explicitly asked my name.
I waited until you
invited me to your place.
I waited until you
smiled at my face.
Even when I
discovered that you have a girlfriend.
Even when everybody
around you keeps mentioning your girlfriend.
I hold you dear in my
heart.
Thinking of you as
just a friend.
I have searched and
looked for all your flaws.
Telling myself you
defied all my self constructed laws.
But no matter how I
tried to walk away.
I find myself closer
to you every day.
I tried moving
farther from you.
But my legs only
moved closer to you.
I keep digging holes
for you to fall in.
Baby, why do you keep
falling in them?
As time passed I felt
all the joy and triumph
Being able to
completely Platonize you
Our times as best
friends forever were a bliss
Until you asked me to
a dance.
My heart flipped and choked
and exploded and tranced.
All the platonic
business was a lie
Too bad I learned you
broke up with your girlfriend too late. But anyway –
Now you’re free to be
mine.
But with all my
constraints
I don’t. I didn’t
want to. But I just can’t get my mind off you – can’t get my mind off you.
I pushed you away
from my mind.
I pushed away the
unimaginable.
I find myself moving
closer to you.
But I keep telling
myself you’re impossible.
Not until life had
gone to one of its troughs.
When it was easier to
just swim down.
I needed some reasons
to live.
I don’t want to admit
it baby – that you’re one of them.
A voice inside calling
from a song we’ve listened together
“If you love him go
get him”
Then I decide to go
make you real
It’s real hard to
calm my mind.
I’m trying real hard
to not be obsessed.
Now I’m writing a
song about you.
I keep asking myself
why you?
Why have things been
working out between us?
Where are we going to
end? I don’t know.
I don’t know what
drew me in .. to keep thinking of you.
